decisions

im scared im not sure whats going to happen with us. i want him to follow his dreams. everything he wants to do is coming true. im not going to not let him do this. i dont care if it means i might or wont get to see him for awhile ill handle that. i want to be there for him i want him to be happy but i cant lose him i will not let him go

A view on guys

If there is one thing i know about guys its that they dont want to see the one they love hurt them but sometimes they should because something more special will come along and change their view on thimgs...not in a bad way but in a good way..guys need someone in their lives that love them for them...every flaw every mistake and every heart break...it takes a very special person to stay by someones side no matter what..

Love

Being in love doesn't mean you forget about everyone but the one you are with. Being in a realationship isn't about kissing huging...its about being with the one you love and loving them for them and not trying to change you...if they love you for you they really do love you but if they are trying to change you and you act like a different person you are the one thats changing and not because you want to because you want to keep them

Dreams

you the reason i stay awake but you're also the reason i fall asleep because
if i fall asleep morning will come sooner and i get to see you

Guard

im on the guard for the rest of  my life and its all bc of you i thought i could trust you
but now i see who i can really trust. all i know now is i have to hav my guard up and i dont know if ill be able to ever let it down.

something new???

sometimes i wonder what it would be like if he was still here
to hold me tight and to hear him sing my favorite lullaby 
i love it when he sings to me
his voice is sweet sounding it could put anyone to sleep
i miss him a lot and i often dream about him
i wish he was here the nights i can't sleep and just to hear him say i love you one more time

Fire and Ice

some people say the earth will end in fire some say in ice but to me either way i know where im going if i die
we dont know for sure which way the earth will end if it ends at all....live in the moment unless the moment is bad then live in your fantasy place
my fantasy place is where i can be alone and that nothing is bothering me its only me and my guitar
where the grass is green and the smells of sweet honey suckles bloom....
my fantasy place is where nothing can hurt you and nothing can go wrong
where you can stay up all night with out having to get in trouble where you can see the stars twinkling at you
my fantasy place is where i don't have to worry about anything